150th
Oh Gosh! A really fun time we all had after the 150th anniversary of IJ schools...hhahaha... yups! It was great! We went around the place looking for this particular japanese sushi place and ended up eating in another sushi outlet cause hazel totally couldn't remember where it was! :D Oh well...maybe next time ya!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:09 AM
Dead Tired
I'm just really really exhausted. I've been waking up at 5 in the morning and going to sleep at like 11-12 at night. All because of camp. Haiz... I don't even feel human in the morning. Ok, anyway, here's the routine.
I wake up at 5 - 6 in the morning and go to the office. There I spend the time re-doing the proposal, checking my mail for urgent stuff and etc... Afterwards at abt 8 or 8.30 (depending on how fast I am) I rush to school to get to meetings. I stay in school for abt 5-8 hrs and then go home to have a very late dinner and rest. But the problem is I too have other things to do and so, I don't get to sleep early. Coz anyway, I end up eating dinner at 8 and finish at 9, watch a little tv and do some more work till about 11 - 12, then if I'm lucky enough to sleep, I do.
Basically that's how my life has been running so far. Hahah... Ok, boring right? Not something to really put in a blog right? Hahaha...oh well...to each his own.
Omnia Omnibus - everything to everyone
Cool right? Haha...yups! It's a nice saying that is kinda cool. I like... :D
Ok ok, gotta get to work. This is bad. I haven't checked my mail yet!! Byyeee!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:06 AM
~*Movie Marathon*~
We had a blast of a time watching movies till about 4am in the morning. It was GREAT!
I went to Tze wei's house coz I REALLY wanted to watch 13 going on 30 and ended up staying to watch princess diaries 2, haunted mansion and spiderman 2. I can't exactly remember when was the last time I had such a great movie marathon! Loved it. It was exactly what I needed to distress from such a horrible 3 weeks. Glad I went. Though I suppose I feel a bit guilty about leaving Joan to go mass on her own. I kinda feel really bad about that. But the thing is I already promised Tze Wei I would go and I mean it isn't really nice to break it...
Oh well, today was another interesting youth group meeting. 5 peeps from the other youth group turned up today in our meeting. Mark, gabriel, kenneth, shirley and rapheal? Yups well, they turned up today and talked about merging, the unification of our 2 groups.
I really was VERY sceptical about it and I really do feel like it might affect the current breakthough that we'v had, but then someting happened.
I went to the adoration room to pray after the meeting and I had a good chat with God. I read the bible and it gave me a very strong message. It said ' God's plan is to unite all his creations in his time, with christ sitting at the head of the table'. Which I thought could really mean two things. 1 that he wanted us to unite, or 2 that he wanted us to unite, but at a later time.
So I am a little torn right now, even though I do suppose it kinda means that he wants us to unite. Well, I'll continue praying and asking for guidance, coz I really do believe that if we persevere in our prayer life, things will change for the better.
Ok, I really do not know what kind of week I have ahead of me, but alreadyI'm feeling the stress. I haven't even done my camp shopping, let alone christmas shopping, but one thing to look forward to is the fact that I MAY get something from my wishlist...Haahah...yup! Should be good this yr.
I just can't get over the fact at how I've grown soo much closer to Joan and Abigale. It really mean so much to me and I really hope that I'll be able to keep them with me as I grow older. I mean REALLY good friends are hard to find, and I've just been so lucky to stumble upon this bunch of sotong balls who just happen to be really loyal and trustworthy too! I love them, and seriously, I wouldn't trade them for a thing.
Good night Singapore! And may Taufik win over the hearts of all Olinda fans out there!! :D
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
1:50 PM
Splitting headache
Oooh....I got one helluva splitting headache and I really want to just go and sleep. But I still got A-maths to finish! ARGHHH...just finished my camp proposal, after like the 100th time re-writing it. Man... I never knew camp was so physically and mentally draining.
It's coz of all these meetings and late nights that I've been missing out on my family and friends. It's really hard and I'm just not coping very well. Hmm...ok lar not that I'm on the brink of a mental breakdown or anything, but, this work really is stressing me out.
I've been having some awful migrains lately and it's really annoying me. Especially since I do have to concentrate in the meetings that I go to. It really is quite frustrating though, I mean it really is hard to concentrate with a stabbing pain in ur head.
Anyway, I cried my eyes out on sunday. It was nice for a change. Letting all my pent up emotions out. I mean it was difficult you know, but having my friends here, joan, abi....it made it all really better. It was comforting to know that I wasn't alone in that dark hour....haha...sound so drama.... hehehe
Anyway, gotto go, will talk abt it more another time... MUAKS!!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:51 PM
~Dreaming of an angel~
Dream
Dreaming of an angel
What could be better
Than a smile from your face
Dream
Dreaming of you baby girl
How could I ever forget
That you gave me life
If I didn't have you
What would I do
With my time
Deep in my heart I know
We'd never be together
But dream
Dreaming of an angel
In the depths of my soul
I know
You'd only ever exist
In a figment of my imagination
But dream
Coz dreams
Keep you real
Right by my side
All night...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:37 PM
This too...from my dearest Bra Bra who helped me take the photos with his digi cam....ooo I'm just so jealous you know...my really big wishlist has it on there....i wish someone was reading it! :P
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:14 PM
MY creation!!! Yar...did some decor stuff for my brother's party...turned out really well... I mean how often do i get to do stuff like this!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:13 PM
My very dearest Bra Bra who's helped me along with my blog...I LOVE YOU!!! Hahaha.... yar in a sisterly way
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:09 PM
~the 7 yr itch~
Yups, the 7 yr itch is on. Hahaa...well, not REALLY, what I mean is that my bloody bee sting is killing me. It was more pronounced today than yesterday, and definitely a million times more itchy.
My friends are really freakin me out with their stories of luekimia -bad spelling- esp tze wei. I know she personally has some problems with these things coz she herself is infected with a rare blood diesease which could kill her and her family if not careful. So, she's particularly antsy abt these things. But I'm really not TOO worried, I mean...it is a little red and swollen and itchy....you know what? I think I'll go to the doctors tomorrow.
:P Well, life in school is as usual, tiring, fun and undoubtedly LONG. Today was the latest I've ever left this week. We practically stayed there until the aunty had to come and shoo us out. Whooo boy, these camp things ARE SO draining. No wonder our predecesors were very emotional with everything.
Oh well, lots of things to do...haiz....sooooo not want to get into this right now, coz if i do, I'll probably start complaining about school and that I should be one holidays right now and yet we are still stuck in school with lessons.... You SEE why I said I didnt want to get into it?
Haha...okay, I really need to go. I avent eaten anything AT ALL today, breakfast missed, lunch missed and right now I'm waiting to eat my dinner. The time is now 7.40pm and nothing has passed my lips. Except the occasional sugar rush from a solitary mentos. I swear that is how I ma surviving right now. A single tube of mentos. Hahaha... Alrighty then, I gotta go, I'm dead tired. See ya later!
Love
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:40 AM
POO~
Hahaha...
Yups well, today started off horribly! I got stung by a bee! Can u believe it? Yups...well, the bump has gone down now, but it still is a little tingly.... and ITCHY!!!!
Then i went to school, sort off zoned out in chinese lesson (feeling guilty!!) and had sweets...courtesy of zheng lao shi! (oh man feeling even more guilty) Well, it was maths in the morning, and it wasn't too bad, all it did was remind me of my atroucious skills at it....haiz...
After that it was off to traning, refreshing my memory with belay on, climbing...etc..haha. I like the trust fall thingy! It was fun, though I suspect I might not have had that much fun if my friends hadn't caught me! HAhaha....imagine what would have happened then.
Oh well, life is ok, just loads of work and stress. ANd it supposed to be the HOLIDAYS!! haha...yups...this is soooo sad....
Alrighty then, gotta go, sweet kisses to my daddy who is in a hotel somehwere....haha Love ya!
Nights!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:02 PM
~Old Wounds~
If I knew that everyday would be like this
I wouldn’t have given you, my kiss
You say want me, but its all a show
How could I have believed?
I should have known
So foolish so dumb
I think I’m letting go
I’m way too numb
Coz this feeling’s overpowering me
And I dun where to hide
It’s just too hard
To deal with what’s going on inside
Your touch
Your feel lingers in my mind
I try my best but
I can't seem to leave you behind
Why were you so ruthless
When you went behind my back
Talking and loving other girls
You make me wana jump the track
Don't you see what you're doing to me
Don't you know how it hurts
Don't you care about me
Or are you just chasing those short skirts
Do I matter anymore
Do you even see me when I'm standing at your door
How can I go on
How can I believe
You still love me
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:40 AM
